yes!!!!! finally got the picture of the babies uploaded!! woohoo!!! aren't they adorable?? aaaaahh can't take it!!! i go crazy over babies. especially those that look like these 3... awww... makes me wanna give birth early so i can take care of them and be filled with joy.. haha i know i'm starting to crap. but that's wad i feel... but i'm not in a rush.. the moment can wait.. and when it comes, it will be the most perfect moment of my life..

now i'm all excited to edit my profile and side section.. haha..

anw.. i had a really hard time at work today.. hard time meaning it's heavy load.. cos there weren't enough guys around so i ended up carrying the heavy stuff to and fro. and thus, my arms hands wrists fingers and all really feel as if they are gonna break any moment. it really hurts. gotta find that cream i got from the docs and actually start using it. oh good golly. i just circled my wrist and realised that my left hurts more than before and my right has a vein pulled as well and the pain stretches to near my elbow. damn i'm really gonna be in big trouble if i don't do something about it.

more than half of my pay goes to my mum and now i barely have enough to get wad i want. haiz. i dunno how is this gonna work. really i don't. with so many events coming up this may. it's really gonna be hard. i dun wanna be down to my last 6bucks again. that is like so farking stupid you know that. but i can't help it. haiiizzzz.

i dunno how things between me and kennedy are gonna be. i dunno what to do even. we are not as close as before, thats for sure. i kinda miss the old days. haizz.

nick is back. again. i wonder how long is this gonna go on. him disappearing, him returning and us not meeting. am i wasting my time over here?

i need to jazz up my life. i really do. and first things first; get a fab haircut. then we'll talk.